We are not meant to walk here on this earth, in this plane
and place, behind our intellect. We are not of this world. We came here as
embodied spirits to walk behind our hearts. The heart is the traditional seat
of the soul, not the mind. The heart, or HeartSoul as I like to call it, helps
us navigate this place as we are meant to do. The mind is meant to function as
a rudder. The Captain, our Heartsoul, is the one meant to steer our bodies
through these seas. Another metaphor: the mind can twist the door handle and
open it just a crack, but it is the HeartSoul that must choose the door and
decide if or when to walk through it. Sometimes a door that is pushed slightly
ajar by the mind, even under the direction of the HeartSoul, is never meant to
be walked through. It is enough in some instances for the door to be opened
enough for a peek. In contrast, when the mind/intellect/ego chooses which door
to open and walk through, we find ourselves without inner stability. We are not
talking about worldly/cultural stability. After all, we can see how our
spiritual heroes (like Jesus, Ghandi, Mother Teresa, St. Francis, the Buddha
among many, many others), lived lives that looked disastrous contrasted to the
comfort that could have been theirs had they simply made choices more in line
with the accepted norms of their respective times. No, the HeartSoul will steer
us into waters that are often deep and brooding, stormy and seemingly
dangerous. But when it steers, peace pervades, a deep sense of wonder and
well-being that, when we are aware enough to sense it, infuses all Doing. The
mind, on the other hand, would open doors indiscriminately and walk through
them or open the doors that make mental sense at the time according to the
emotions that arise in the instant. This creates the deep instability and fear
upon which this culture feeds. I meditate to practice pushing the Controls back
into the hands of my Captain, my HeartSoul. So no matter what my life looks
like on the outside, the Peace that is an overriding characteristic of the
nature of my eternal Being will be ever more present. I don’t always succeed,
but I am getting better at it.
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